181, -3, 60 pounds total

This has been a really shitty week for me overall. There wasn't anything in particular going on, I just feel crappy and discouraged.

OK, maybe some things did go on. I've been trying to take a picture of myself. All of them look bad. I look bad. Being a photo retoucher I can make the pictures look better, but out in the world I still look like a horrorshow. I can't believe I'm allowed to walk down the street looking like that. Even I think there should be a law against looking that scary. Maybe I should get a hat with a net. I do like the vintage look. Am I busting my ass trying to lose weight for nothing? The truth is, even if I do lose 20-30 more pounds I'll still have a face that makes small children cry. I will never be attractive.

Bleh.

184, -0, 57 pounds total

Well, at least I didn't gain any.

184, -6, 57 pounds total

I started again on the first. Most of that loss is water weight.

Somehow I managed to put on a few pounds over the last couple weeks. Oops. I'm feeling pretty good about being back on so far. I think I can break the 180 barrier now, and keep on going!